Assalamualaikum ! terima kasih ~ datang lagi yea ? hee



muahx !

Monday, February 28, 2011

dimulakan dengan bismillah

mulakan hari dengan KEBAB

dari kebab ke PIZZA

lepas pizza pindah ke SUSHI


dan diakhiri dengan TART TELUR + ROTI beli kat tesco .

hmmmm .. tu jelah keje bile keluar dengan bucuk :)

lapar memanjang , same same perut 4 lapis , aku nak makan dia . gerammm ! grrr

hanya kerana kasihan !

kau tak tahu cerita sebenar kan ?

semua tu hanya sebab KASIHAN !
jangan kau nak jaja cerita MURAH dekat semua orang .

u may get an attention from those who are pitically have hear such CHEAP odd old paperbag story .
but never ever from US !

chio !

Friday, February 25, 2011

always be my baby

jom ber-david cook dengan aku jom ?
romantiss sungguh !

david cook-always be my baby

We were as one babe for a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting that you would always be mine
Now you want to be free so i'm letting you fly
'cause i know in my heart babe our love will never die no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no and i won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl i will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
'cause ya know in your heart babe our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oh
I know that you'll be right back babe
Ooh baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my my baby
You'll always be apart of me
(you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
(we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
Always be my baby

p/s: he's only one :)

Thursday, February 24, 2011

in a relationship , married or not , should read this !


When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

love you !

i miss those blue eyes
how you kiss me at night
i miss the way we sleep
like there's no sunrise
like the taste of your smile
i miss the way we breath

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
I can't believe I still want you
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to when I'm not
Around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
I can't believe I still want
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
(still you're gone)
Can't believe that I still want
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

p/s: mishmish yu bucuk (jiwang lagi! , kekeke ;DD)

disaat ..

di saat kamu ingin melepaskan seseorang , ingat lah pada saat kamu ingin mendapatkan nya .

di saat kamu mulai tidak mencintainya, ingat lah saat pertama kamu jatuh cinta pada nya .

di saat kamu mulai bosan dengannya, ingat lah saat terindah bersamanya .

di saat kamu ingin menduakan nya , bayangkanlah jika dia selalu setia .

di saat kamu ingin membohonginya , ingat lah di saat dia jujur pada mu ..

i miss yuu bucuk .

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

contest muncung paling cun habis !

kali ni aku telah di tag oleh cik adek manis syida :)

aku pon belek belek la gmba2 akuu , humak ayy , ade 3 je gmba yg aku bermuncung , hahah , tu pon susah nak pilih mane satu . nasib baik la cik wawa kte ni suh letak SATU je , klo die kate letak banyak mane pon bule , aku dah letak sepuloh gmba dah ! ahaha

here it is !
gambar palinggg cunnn aku bermuncung !
ahah , cun ke ? kekeke

dengan itu , aku tag lg 5 orang mbe utk join contest ni


nak tahu lebih lanjut ? sila la klik CIK WAWA

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

apa yang penting?

ehem .

even aku mulakan pagi aku dengan perasaan berbaur , smpai buat botol minyak wangi aku jatuh dan pecah , uhuk
tapi harini mud aku sgt sgt la harum segar wangi macam minyak wangi aku yg dah tumpah pecah berderai tu ,

ehe , tu je nak cakap sebenarnye ,
huehuehuehue .

perasaan aku , masalah aku ,
tu hak aku , orang lain tak berhak nak persoalkan .
got it ??!!

ade orang pernah cakap , aku tulis macam tulis teka teki , hek3 ,
misteri kan ? macam misteri nusantara gituu
tapelaa , biarlah rashiaaaa , shhhh ;DD

ape yang paling penting ?
ape yang penting ?
yang paling penting yang aku tau aku rinduu bucuk aku !

bai !

nak lagi laa

lagi lagi lagi ?
aku nak lagi laaa .

aku nak aku nak aku nak !!!

pelish ?
one more pelish ?
just only one moree .

p/s: like i care , i want to hear more from yuu . weee~~~

berpesan baiklah

“Berpesan baiklah kamu terhadap wanita, sesungguhnya wanita itu diciptakan dari tulang rusuk. Dan yang paling bengkok bagian atasnya. oleh kerana itu, apabila kamu paksa untuk meluruskannya maka akan patahlah ia, dan apabila kamu membiarkan, maka akan bengkoklah ia selamanya”. (HR. Bukhari Muslim).

Monday, February 21, 2011

jangan khawatir

Jangan khawatir kau akan kehilangan cintanya…

Kerana bila memang kalian ditakdirkan bersama, maka tak akan ada yang dapat mencegah kalian bersatu…

Tapi ketahuilah, bagaimana pun usaha kalian untuk bersatu, jika Allah tidak menghendakinya, maka tak akan pernah kalian bersatu...

yu cant laaa

runsing nyeee aku bila rindu macam ni :(((
okeh !
fokus fokus !!
fokus kat law ko tu tikah oyyy .

ouh demn !
hate law very much !

ouh noo .. yu canttttttt ..
yu cantttttt say like that la amoyyy .

oke oke , saye sayang law banyak banyak !!
jadi law pon kene la sayang same saye jugak kan ?
law law law
pelish be nice to me pelish ?

bai !

p/s: i mishhhh yuu sooo badly bucuk !


onced spoil

it RUINS everything !!


oke , meh tido ?

krohhhh zzZzZzZzZ

hari ini hari yang sangat serabot

okayy ,
malam yang mendung kelabu , eh ? kelabu ke ?
mintak maaf yea sume sume orang ,
ko ko ko ko ko kamu kamu kamu dan kamu , i lep u so much lah !
karana hari yang mendung ni membuat mood aku menjadi mendung jugak !
tapi ko ko ko ko ko kamu kamu dan kamu , yea kamu !
masih tersenyum manje , membelai manje , menepuk manje , sume manje manje lah ! :)
dekat akuuu , weee

aku gumbira ! gumbira kerana ko ko ko ko ko kamu kamu dan kamu , yea kamu laa -___-''
memahami aku yang menjadi mendung ni .
sume nye kerane RINDU !
aku rindu mucukmucuk aku yang mucuk , yes!sile muntah dalam sinki oke -__-''
WTH! aku tak kesah ape orang nak fikir pasal aku .
yang penting ko ko ko ko kamu kamu kamu dan kamu tau aku ni baik .
tehee^^ sila muntah dalam sinki oke.

bule tak kalau aku nak pergi terbang kat mucuk aku malam ni ?
wahai ko ko ko ko kamu kamu dan kamu , bule tak ?
sebab aku nak peluk die ,
wahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , sile tampar aku laju laju.
no nikah no peluk peluk , tehee ^^''
oke jom kawen !
GATAL rupenye aku ni .

ni muka mintak penampar satu . oke aku mmg tak lawa oke ?
jerawat banyak , ade misai , tengok tu tengok tuu , hitam pulek tu .
kite kan manusia biasa? lawa la tu kan ? siap mate sepasang (besar lagi tuu *wink wink*)
mase ni tengah kurang kan tenage bukak mate besar besar laa , kahkah
cit , hidung terletak , mulut sepasang , erk?! yela ade bibir atas , ade bibir bawah , jadilah sepasang mulut . kahkahkah . sile gelak oke -___-"
tapi serious aku tak tahu kenape aku senyum gedik cmtuu , huu .
dah dah , kenape merepekss panjang panjang ni ? motif ?
jom tido ?

errr , tp amani penah cakap muke aku ade cam pelakon hollywood kat dalam tv tuu , muke cam cine cine laa , erkkkkkkkk ?????????????????????

p/s: babai bucuk ! muahx muahx kat tali pusat , aha GATAL ! ;DD

Sunday, February 20, 2011

you- jannah alia

aku rindu bucuk aku :(
meh jom join aku ber rindu rinduan ?
jom laaa
meh laa jomm .
rindu sangat ni . jom eh :))

you-jannah alia

you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
from my days down and on
i'll never stop thinking of you

how can i forget all that
when you're the one who make me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

never will forget the day
how we've met and came this far
we all know we got this feeling
but somehow it has to end up here

i know its me who said goodbye
and that's the hardest thing to do
cause you mean so much to me
and guide the truth from me to you

you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
from my days down and on
i'll never stop thinking of you

how can i forget all that
when you're the one who make me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

for all the things i've done and said
for all the hurt that i've caused you
i hope you will forgive me baby
cause that wasn't that i meant to do

you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
from my days down and on
i'll never stop thinking of you

how can i forget all that
when you're the one who make me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

p/s: really really mish yu baby :"(((

Saturday, February 19, 2011

lelaki hebat cintanya bilaaa ??

Bila lelaki benar2 jatuh cinta dan setia pada kekasihnya dengan ikhlas,perubahan

sikapnya amat mengejutkan. Hati lelaki yang dianggap keras selama ini,

tiba2 secara semulajadi menjadi selembut kapas apabila sudah jatuh cinta degan relanya.

Bahkan lelaki yang mabuk cinta sanggup berkorban dan buat apa sahaja untuk kekasihnya. Sekeras manapun hati lelaki ia akan mengalirkan air mata apabila hatinya dilukai. Untuk melihat lelaki menangis amatlah payah.

Diantara tanda2 lelaki yg jatuh cinta dgn hebat ialah:

1. Dia bersungguh2 melakukan sesuatu untuk kekasihnya dgn rela bukan krn terpaksa.

2. Dia sentiasa ingin menghiburkan kekasihnya dan berubah menjadi orang yang kuat bercakap.

3. Dia banyak menasihati kekasihnya kerana dia amat menyayangi kekasihnya.

4. Dia berusaha mengongkong kebebasan kekasihnya kerana perasaan cemburunya yang meluap2.

5. Dia sentiasa takut kehilangan kekasihnya.

6. Dia sentiasa mengawasi pergerakan kekasihnya krn dia sentiasa berasa curiga.

7. Dia tidak suka ada lelaki lain rapat dgn kekasihnya.

8. Dia mudah merasa cemburu dan sensitif apabila kekasihnya tidak menumpukan sepenuh perhatian kepadanya.

9. Adakalanya dia seperti seorang anak kecil yang meminta perhatian krn dia mahu kekasihnya melayannya lebih dari org lain.

10. Dia menjadi org yg paling rajin dan sanggup membantu kekasihnya melakukan apa saja.

11. Dia pandai merajuk hati krn ingin dipujuk oleh kekasihnya.

12. Dia akan mengalabah apabila kekasihnya berjauhan daripanya terlalu lama.

13. Dia sentiasa mempastikan keselamatan kekasihnya.

14. Dia mementingkan kekasihnya daripada dirinya sendiri.

15. Dia kerap bertanya adakah kekasihnya mencintainya krn dia merasa kasihnya lebih kuat daripada kekasihnya.

16. Dia tidak akan melayan perempuan lain yg tidak ada urusan penting dengannya.

17. Dia cuba meluangkan lebih byk masa dgn kekasihnya walaupun terpaksa menunggu kekasihnya dgn sabar.

18. Dia membanggakan kekasihnya di depan org lain.

19. Kalau ditinggalkan oleh kekasihnya, ia akan berasa serik dan tidak percaya dgn cinta perempuan lain namun dia sentiasa mengharap kekasihnya kembali kepadanya.

20. Apabila timbul org ketiga, dia akan hilang akal dan sanggup berbuat apa saja untuk merebut kembali kekasihnya.

21. Dia menganggap kekasihnya sebagai orang yang paling dipercayainya dan sanggup menyerahkan harta walaupun nyawanya sendiri.

22. Dia tidak akan berlaku curang kepada kekasihnya namun jikalau dia dia berbuat demikian itu bererti hatinya belum 100 peratus mencintai kekasihnya.

23. Bukan semua lelaki sanggup menitiskan airmata hanya untuk seorang perempuan.

haa , ni aku terjumpe ni tadi , 90% mmg macam betol oke ,

aku paling setuju ngn no 1 smpai 10 pastu 12 smpai 14 , pastu 16 17 pastu , 19 smpai 23 . plg aku setuju no lastt , betol ! hihi

p/s: byk betol pastu pastu , huhu

biru merah jingga oren hitam putih

hakhakhak .

i know the true colour of yours alreadyy , yeayyy
tak sangke ko cmtu , huhu
muke je baik , tppp..

nak tergelak aku dengar kisah korang dulu .
tambah tambah mase part tuttttttttttttt**
sumpah nak tergelakk .
bukan nak tergelak , mmg dah tergelak da ponn , hahah .

dah lah .

p/s: imissyuubucuk :(

Friday, February 18, 2011

well ..

well , my love story aint great as yuuu
but still , my love is the greatest !

i dont give any damn tu yuu , yu be nice to me then i'll do the same .
chill oke . haha

p/s: dont comparing others stories ;)) get it dear ?

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

hehe :)

aku nak update blog aku ni .....


aku tatau nak tulis ape ???!!!!

hahaha , ape eh nak tulis ?
pasal ape ha ?

huhu , tapelah , nak pegi tidolah . sok kelas pagi , hihi :))

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

salam maulidur rasul !


Monday, February 14, 2011

Imaza93 1st Giveaway !

haa , ni mbe aku tag aku utk satu contest ni . cik ribena :)
so dari aku bising bising bosan tatau nak watpe , aku mahu la join ! hehe

owner blog yg menganjurkan contest ni adalah cik imaza yg comel lotey ni .

cik imaza ? saye suke la font dekat blog awak tu !! bule ajar ta cmne nak tukaa :)
saye ni ta pandai sgt dalam bab bab cmni , hek3 .
(tibe tibe ternyanyi lagu rasmi mentor , tunjuk ajar ku sifu , hehe :DD )

nak tahu lebih lanjut ? sila la klik kat cik imaza :)

so aku nak tag mbe aku pulak .

senyum lagi

aku mesti kene terus senyum .

atikah ! ko kene kuat !
ko tak salah , kenape mesti ko lemah cmni .
ko kne kuat !

biar ape orang nak kate pasal kte ,
pedulikan , yang penting , ko tau ko tak salah ,
dan paling penting , ko sayang diri ko sendiri .

kasih sayang orang lain kat diri ko akan luak .
kasih sayang ko terhadap diri ko ?
remains aint ?

betol ! aku kne kuat , jom senyummm :"))

p/s: tak sangke ko ckp aku cmtuu , aku ta sgke :")

senyum lah

mulakan hari mu dengan senyuman !



Sunday, February 13, 2011

you lost me

jom ber LOST dengan aku nak ?
lagu ni aku tujukan khas utk kawwwwwww !
hahah , best !
jom dengar :)

christina aguilera-you lost me

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won, now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic, and this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh, how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And though we tried you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic, and this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself, oh

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed, yeah
Babe, you lost me

p/s: .....

rumah banglo berhantu seksyen 2

korang pernah tak jalan jalan atau dengar cerita pasal rumah banglo kat seksyen 2 ? aku baru la tahu tgahri tadi masa tengah makan dengan housemate aku . dorang sume dok cite2 , aku smgt gile dengar , tp tak puas hati jugak , aku ge la search cite tuu ..

9 tahun lepas aku dpt smbung bljar kt uitm shah alam. So,perkara pertama yg kna fikir ialah aku nk duk mn sbb ak xdpt hostel. Oleh sbb kerajinan & keperihatinan yg ada kt aku n kwn2,maka dpt le aku ngn kwn2 aku umah sewa.....dekat2 area seksyen 2. Berhampiran ngan wet world [kalo korang tau la].

Uma tu bunglow 2 tingkat ngan 4 bilik. 3 bilik kt atas n 1 bilik kt bwh. Kitorg semua berlapan,kiranya 2 org utk 1 blk la. Aku ringkaskan je la,kitorg msuk umah tu ngan perasaan berbelah bahagi. best, suke, pelik, rimas, takut semua ada.

Pertama,tuan umah hanya amik rm50 je sbg deposit n sewa prtama hanya byr bile msuk bln kedua kami duduk uma tu. Kiranya bln prtama ni free la....[?]
Kedua,tuan umah x bg kitorg bwk brg bnyk2 sbb nnt pnat nk angkat blk katanya...
Ketiga,pokok ara tepi umah tu bsr sgt smpai dahan dia bleh msuk kt tingkap blk atas.

Mlm pertama duk uma tu kitorg xtido sbb sibuk punggah n kemas brg+lyan dvd korea . Citer seramnya start ms hari kedua. xpayah nk tunggu mlm,siang2 pon kitorg dah kna kacau. Azmi "dagu" org first kena.

Ms tu br kol 10.30pg [anggaran aku la], si Azmi ni bgun nk memerut. So dia g la toilet bwh tu tp dlm toilet ada org [sbb pintu tutup]. Toilet atas plak rosak, tuan umah kta nnt dia btulkan. Tunggu punye tunggu, xkuar-kuar org dlm tandas ni. Jd Azmi ni memekik la soh cpt sket kuar sbb dia xtahan. Akibat jeritan c azmi ni, abis satu umah bgun gi tengok peehal. Yg peliknya, kitorg berlapan smua ada, abih tu sape yg kt dlm tandas ni? Pintu toilet lak berkunci siap ada bunyi org flush jamban lg.... Dlm reramai ni,Lan sorg je yg berani sket [mgkin psl dia ni keturunan bugis kot], dia g rentap pintu toilet tu smpai trbukak. Xde org tp dr kesan yg ad,pintu tu mmg dikunci dr dlm. Last2 si azmi xjdk berak...mngkin psl takut kot.

Mlm tu kitorg kna lg teruk.

Ms aku nyenyak tdo mlm tu tetiba jek ad org tarik dua2 belah kaki auk sampai jatuh dr katil. Kepala aku terhentak dulu kt lantai!! Ape lg,hangin la aku sbb ingat bdk2 nk wt pedajal kt ak tp bl aku bangun xde org plak. Yg ad cume c Lan yg ngah membuta kt katil atas. Ak x rs Lan yg buat sbb confirm dia tdo mati. Bl ak kuar bilik, ak dgr bdk2 ngah ketawe. Rupenya diorg ngah layan dvd kt hall bwh. Ak pon msuk blk balik sbb still bingung lg tp br ak terperasan ms ak ngah jengah kebawah td ak perasan Lan ada!! Bukan ke td ak nmpk dia ngah membute dlm bilik? Ahh suda...
Dgn perasaan berani2 takut ak tgok atas katil Lan ada bonjol bwh selimut,kiranya mcm ad org la. Ak tarik kain selimut tu n guess what? ad batu nisan yg da retak2 dn otomatiknya blk ak diselubungi bau hapak+hanyir yg sgt2 kuat.

Ms ni korg jgn tnya ak la ape aku buat sbb kalo menda ni jdk kt korg pon xkan korg nk stay lg dlm blk tu btol x? Ak rs kaki ak da x jejak tanah da sbb lari laju sgt. Aku lari kuar dr bilik tu & g ke hall sbb nk gtau member2 ak la kononnya tp yg mcm haram jadahnya member ak sorg pon da xde kt hall. Nk tau diorg kt ner? semua da duduk kt luar umah!! Rupanya diorg awal2 lg da kna kacau. Yg lakhanat nye, xde sorg pon kejutkan ak....taik betol diorg ni.

Lepas diorg tenangkan aku, kitorg decide nk buat ape skang sbb skang ni da pkul 3 pg. Nk mtk tlg tok imam,umah tok imam pon kitorg xtau. Nk mtk tlg jiran, kiri kanan umah kitorg cina. Last2 salleh ajk lepak restoran hakim jek smpai pg. Bunyinya mcm senang tp memasing semua xpakai baju pastu pakai boxer ngan kain pelikat jek. Mau x mau trpaksalah jgk kitorg msuk uma tu balik sbb nk amik suar, wallet n kunci motor.
Oleh sbb bilik c Bob ngan Naim je yg kt bwh, maka kitorg decide le nk pinjam baju n suar dia. Masing2 tkut nk naik tingkat atas. Wallet pn ak tinggal. Masing2 pakat gn duit naim lu. Nasib baik kunci motor kitorg sangkut kt dinding [tmp penyangkut]. Ms nk kuar dr rumah tu, Wak plak perasan ad bdk pompuan kt pintu dapur ngah senyum sambil babai tgn kt dia. Yg ak plak bole trperasan bdk tu jgk sbb ak tgk muka wak da kejung+pucat lesi. Sekali bdk tu senyum rs mcm nk trkincit dlm suar la... Kepala lutut ak menggigil sampai kt restoran hakim!!!!

Lepas smp kt restoran hakim tu,memasing sibuk buka cerita trmasuk ngan ak skali la. Memula Wak cerita la,mlm tu lebih kurang kol 12 lebih,dia sibuk download lagu tetiba ad bunyi mcm org baling batu kt tingkap bilik dia. Bl dia jengah,dia nmpk ad sorang pompuan duk kt atas pokok kayu ara sblh umah tu,pakai bju putih + kekuningan+ koyak2+ rambut panjang. Yg sadisnya,pompuan huduh tu boleh senyum kt dia plak. Wak ni ape lg tutup tingkap bilik dia n terus nk kuar g bilik ak la kononnya. Malangnye, lg sekor plak hantu duk kt dpn pintu bilik dia tp kali ni antu budak. So dia amik keputusan terjun dr tingkap bilik dia ke bawah. Akibatnya, kaki dia terkehel. Nasib baik jek xpatah.

Azmi "dagu" plak cter la yg dia nmpk ad bdk pompuan babai tgn kt dia[yg ni, ak pon kna gak ok]. Ak confirm yg bdk ni bkn manusia sbb ak tgk kaki dia xde!! Sam plak cter dia nmpk hantu tu kt siling umah! Bile buka mate jek, antu tu bebetol "eye to eye" ngan dia. Kiranya memasing semua kena kacau la ni. Dan ak org yg last cerita.

Ak ckp la yg aku kna tarik dua2 kaki ms tido smp kepala ak terhentak kt lantai. Pastu ak ckp le yg ak nmpk diorg ngah layan dvd kt hall tp c Azmi tetiba nyampuk "bile ms plak kitorg tgk dvd ni?". Rerupanya xde sorg pon yg tgk dvd pg tu!! Dah tu, sape yg ak nmpk? haru betol.....kaki aku yg dr td menggigil makin brtambah kuat menggigil.

Ngah sibuk2 berborak,aku terbau sesuatu yg kurang enak. member2 ak yg lain pon bau gak. Rupanya si Azmi ni td da terkencing dlm suar sbb takut sgt. Nasib baik mlm tu xramai sgt org kt Restoran Hakim tu. Malu betol. Ak plak bleh ternampak si Sam pakai selipar sebelah lain. Dr sibuk2 cter seram terus jdk cter klakar plak.

Tengah sibuk2 ketawe, br kitorg perasan yg si Salleh ngan Naim xde ngan kitorg. Yg ad cume kami berenam. Ak, Azmi dagu, Sam banjar,Wak, Bob ngan Lan. Dlm ramai2 tu cuma Bob sorg jek yg bwk hp, so kitorg try call Naim tp xde org angkat. try call Salleh plak, sama gak xde org angkat. Pastu Lan amik hp Bob tu, dia bc apa ntah agaknye pastu dia soh Bob call naim lg skali. Bob call n bukak loud speaker. Korang tau ape jd? ad suare pompuan ngilai. Gila2 punye ngilai la sampai meremang bulu roma aku. Kami berenam terus terdiam. Last2 kitorg sepakat akan tunggu smpai pg esok br blk umah tu semula n cari Naim ngan Salleh. Lepas dgr suare pompuan ngilai kt hp tu, xde sorang pon antara kitorg brckp....smp subuh!!

Pukul 7.30pg br kitorg blah dr Hakim. Hati aku masih lg kuat berdebar-debar.Yg lelain ak xtau la. Smp kt dpn umah, ak tgk pintu umah ngan gate da trbukak seluas-luas nye. Ni kalo pencurik masuk ni, memang dia kaye sbb laptop,wallet ngan hp kitorg semua tinggal camtu aje. Bulu tengkuk aku masih lg meremang.Xde sape berani msk umah tu dulu...Aku ingat, ada la 20-30 minit kitorg duk tercanggak kt dpn umah sbb xde sape berani masuk. Ntah camne agaknye hp Bob berbunyi. Hati aku da x sedap. Jgn la kate antu tu call kitorg soh msuk umah. Lan yg angkat. Sebenarnya dlm reramai geng ak ni, Lan la yg paling berani tp kekadang dia jd penakut jgk la. Pihak hospital call, katanya Naim ad kt wad emergency hospital klang. Eksiden katanya. Pihak hospital kata, ada miss call dr no.hp Bob ni, tu yg dia call no.hp Bob ni...ooo00 br ak phm. Yg peliknya Naim eksiden?

Memasing da serba salah jadinya. Bingung pon iye jgk. Xtau samada nk melawat Naim kt hospital klang or cari Salleh yg hilang. Akhirnya kitorg call tuan rmh utk tgk ape yg patut. Ak ngan Sam plak g hospital klang tgk keadaan naim cmne. Kalo mmg tenat sgt, ak inform yg lelain soh dtg la. Yg lain ak soh cari salleh kt keliling umah, takut2 dia kna sorok. Kami masing2 tawakal aje. Ms otw g hspital klang ni, ak xtau la c sam pecut smpai berape tp hati ak masih lg kuat ckp yg hal ni x abis lg.

Smp hospital,aku terus cr Naim. Sebak betol hati ak tgk Naim serius parah. Kaki dia teruk. Doktor kata kena lenyek ngn keta or something else la. Kes dia ni langgar lari. Naluri ak kuat ckp yg umor Naim ni x panjang sbb darah bnyk gile kuar. Sam plak xsanggup tengok, air mata dia da berjurai-jurai cam air terjun. Doktor pon ckp yg dia ni da nyawa2 ikan,xdpt nk tlg bnyk. Ak duduk kt tepi Naim, dia bole brckp lg tp sangkut2. Dia mntk maap sbb buatkan kitorg jdk susah. Berulang-ulang kali dia mntk maap tp ak msh lg xdpt tangkap ape yg dia ckp ni. Akhirnya dia meninggal gak...Ak gagahkan hati ak tepon kengkawan lain gtau psl Naim da meninggal. Ak tgk Sam da trduduk kt tepi balkoni ngan mata merah sbb nangis bnyk sgt. X lama pastu parrents Naim dtg. Ak x sanggup nk tunggu lg n ajak sam balik shah alam.

Smpai kt umah, aku tgk ramai gler org ngah cari salleh tp xjumpe. Abis satu umah dia geledah. Lastly,ad org tua kt situ mntk tlg ngan sorang ustaz. Ak tak ingt pe name ustaz tu tp lepas asar br kitorg jumpe salleh duduk kt atas busut blkg umah. Yg herannya, da 5,6 kali org cari tp xde plak jumpe dia kt situ. x kisah la janji jumpe balik salleh ni. Kitorg pnye la suke jumpe c salleh ni blk. Memasing amik keputusan pindah dr umah tu haritu jgk. Kebetulan plak kt sek7 [pintu blkang uitm] ad satu umah utk disewa, kitorg pindah situ la. Brg2 naim kitorg angkut skali. Terus terang ak ckp, mmg ak hangin gile tgk muke tuan umah sbb xgtau yg umah ni "keras".ptut la dia soh byr rm50 jek dl pastu xbg bwk brg bnyk2. Chisss......

Aku demam 3 hari.

Jenazah naim selamat dikebumikan kt Raub,Pahang.

Seminggu lepas tu,keadaan da ok sket cume salleh jek yg sakit2 bdn. Akhirnya mulut aku trgerak nk tny salleh pe yg brlaku sbnrnye sbb sblm naim meninggal tu dia ada ckp kt aku soh tnya salleh satu rahsia. Rupenya ms hari 1st day kitorg msuk umah tu, Naim ngn salleh da wt hal. Dia g cangkulnya busut kt blkg umah tu. C naim plak boleh kuis2 ngan kaki dia. Mgkin psl tu la kaki dia eksiden kot [dlm hati aku la]. Pastu salleh cter la,kn ada mlm yg kitorg satu uma kna kacau tu dia ngn naim pon kna gak. Tp antu tu siap kejar diorg lg smp kt jln. Diorg punya la cuak smp lari ke tengah jln. Ntah mn dtgnya keta tetiba da hentam diorg. naim trcmpak kt tgh jln, yg dia plak kt tepi. Dtg keta lain terus lenyek kaki naim. Pastu,salleh kata dia terus xsedar pape smpailah kitorg jmpe dia atas busut tu. Yg peliknya,cmne dia boleh duk kt atas busut sedangkan dia kata dia da lari kt tgh jln bsr? Nape naim sorg yg kna teruk sgt tp salleh x?

Akhirnya aku dpt jawapan sbnr. X lama lpas salleh cter ngn aku, dia jatuh sakit. Xtau la sakit pe tp 3 bln pastu dia meninggal. Famili dia sndiri bingung sbb doktor pon xtau sakit c salleh. Tp ak yakin, kes ni ada kaitan ngn busut yg diorg gi gali tu. Ak ngan geng2 ak yg lain smpat ziarah arwah salleh. Paling xbole tahan Bob sbb dia roomate ngan Naim. Mmg ak tau dia sedih sgt......Yg xbole ak lupe, kitorg semua nangis masa angkat jenazah salleh. Rs sedih sgt ms tu..

Aku, Azmi dagu, Sam banjar,Wak, Bob ngan Lan, semua skali slmt abiskan pgajian kt uitm ni. Buat naim ngn salleh, kitorg tetap akn ingat ko smp bebila...al-fatihah ..

p/s: serammm , alfatihah utk naim dgn salleh .

demi masa

manusia memang sentiasa akan berubah . walaupun berjanji berikrar takan berubah .
tapi tanpa orang tu sedar , dia tetap akan berubah .

berubah ikut masa .
berubah ikut zaman .
berubah ikut selera .

manusia tetap akan berubah .

berubah itu satu kemestian .

p/s: tolong jangan berjanji ape ape , tolong sangat :(((

aku bertahan selagi aku boleh bertahan :")

smpai masa aku dah tatahan , mintak maaf :(

semoga bahagia :")